So I for sure just took my Greek test, and that turned out to be a little different than I had expected. However, I love that it's out of the way and I have a weekend to begin to catch up and study and all of that ( Read more... )

So here's this journal, take it or leave it. I'm starting it again because I need to. It's going to be my lifeline to those I love, those I hate, and those I don't know ( Read more... )

I can't believe this, I really can't. I was so confused. Go home, or stay. I couldn't choose. I finally chose, and now it's not even up to me. I have to stay here until Saturday. I hate this. I hate it here right now. I just want to be home and see my family, and hug them, and know that I can do what I want, when I want, know my limits, and get ( Read more... )

Lots and lots of it. So much that my flight may be cancelled/delayed. So much that I'm going to sit on a bus for two hours [longer, due to snow] all the way to the airport. i can see myself off. Woo freaking hoo. Not too excited about this. Especially since it's a town I don't know, and Chicago is the equivalent of ... let's see ... downtown San ( Read more... )

"The sky looks different when you're in another state."

I think I'm completely capable of this. After last night, I'm fairly sure it's real. We'll see. I mean, I was worried sick, but I woke up this morning and everything was okay. It's nice to know that God takes care of people. That's all I can say.

So tomorrow is the big day. Nobody really knows ( Read more... )

I think it's happening again.

I thought it was over. I had faith that it'd change.

It's God's turn now.

<3

This could be your final heartbreak.

So I suppose this is the part where everyone tells me that I was wrong, that I made a mistake, that I wasted time, money, and effort. I suppose this is the time when everyone expects an apology, or something to that effect. If I'm wrong, sorry for making assumptions. If I'm correct - you've got high hopes, let me tell you.

I didn't mess up. Yeah, ( Read more... )

Every once in a while, I think that I take too many risks. I put my heart out to a lot of people, and usually expect some kind of... decency in return. You know? I mean, you fall in love, right? Well, that's wonderful, if they return the feelings. And if not? For them to turn around and stop talking to you would be the worst thing they could ( Read more... )

This would be the update, considering that I haven't written in here for a while. I think it's been about a week, but hey, who's payin' attention? Not me ( Read more... )

I'm so excited for today, even though it's going to sound like it's not going to be fun. First on the list is study session with Darin, for physics, again. We're hoping this one goes a tad better, just because we need it to. We'll see. I'm excited to even get to see her. She makes everything seem so much better, even if nothing truly changes. My ( Read more... )