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letter to amber
you are caught between a rock & a hard place with what seems no place to turn. I don't pretend to know exactly how it feels, but I can tell you that I do remember the ache of wanting to be loved. It provoked the poem I wrote called Love enfold me, hold me tight, Oh God please help me through this lonely night ( Read more... ) -
wow, another year went by
it is time again to celebrate the holidays
after a long year of dealing with my dads cancer
and having 2 grandkids on the way
Amber graduating in june
kurt moving to Ohio to live with dad
michael moved to a new facility
gained a dog, and 2 penpals
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wed 26
today was the day that was set asside to spend christmas dinner w/ my kids even as amber was in indy and mike locked up ( Read more... ) -
Early christmas morn
sitting here listening to christmas music, all 4 of my kids together having a good time, what more can they ask for when there is nothing, merry christmas, truth is I miss them, i miss me, i miss who i think i am.
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what do i have to be greatful for?
my health/youth
the love of my children
the love of my husband
the love of god -
christmas eve
i'm not doing very well, in fact i down right suck, i screwed up on his families christmas gathering, i feel so bad about it ( Read more... ) -
Got up early
lately I've suffered really bad head aches, never had a head ache this bad so I keep an eye on my blood pressure, which is slightly higher than normal but fine. Took John to work because the envoy has no gas and he has the squirts due to a strong antibiotic he is taking for his tooth/jaw issue. Then I went to pick up nate and his laundry up, ( Read more... )
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