Thinking, wishing, hoping, praying; I hope this all works out, because I love Jarred with sincerity

[spofford]

Okay...whew. I just feel sick inside. Like yesterday I woke up with the worst feeling of anxiety and nervousness. It was like I was having a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack. I just felt like something bad was going to happen, but I didn't know what. I still don't know what. But I still feel sick. Only now things are just getting wierder. Like, I

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[anonymous]

your entry made me cry. like i could almost feel the pain you are feeling. i have never been thru your situation, i have just been close to many of the same. i have no idea what i would do if i could not see my boyfriend almost every day. just like when you BELIEVED and santa was real.. if you BELIEVE in your relationship and so does he it will work out. if not.. theres really no relationship there anyway. i'm sorry if that doesnt make sense to you or if i said it weird. i can tell you love him so much and i feel so bad for you. having all these things you want to say to him but you cant becaues he's so far away. but when he calls all i can say is even though you don't have a lot of time and probably only want to say "i love you" over and over again you should probably say some of this because i think working that out would make you feel better than the "i love you" although you probably already knew that. and again.. sorry if this is kinda all over the place and doesn't make a lot of sense.

[spofford]

Thank you! I'm sorry it almost made you cry! But thank you for your words of optimism, I don't know who you are, but it is really cool that someone is thinking about us and caring for us like that. I definitely want it to work out in the end! Thank you!

[toadallyawesome]

awww spoff, I love you more than you know. I so incredibly sorry that you miss ur hunny so much. You are deff one strong ass girl. i kno i couldnt do it. You can tell that every time his name is mentioned ur face lights up and its like nothing can bring you down. You two belong together i juss know it and when you invite me to your wedding i will sit right up front crying because im so happy for you... that is extremely corny but i dont care. I love you to death and i hope everything works out for you. MWAH

-Becca

[spofford]

awww thanks lol you're cute. that means a lot dude!

[drphylx14x]

spoff you amaze me. you seriously are my idol, just remember everything happens for a reason. <3 always here for you babe

[just_believe_1]

You are so good at writing, like seriously, i've always admired it, i just thought i'd let you know that you are awesome and that jarred will come around

remember that he loves you

and i do too :p

[wasbooton]

Spofford, Serisouly Man I LOVE YOU, I know things are really rough right now, but i think once you and him get a chance to talk it will explain things alot better, and that it will not just make you feel better but also make him feel better, I seriously just wanta give you and a hug and say everything will work out ok, I know things are confusing and nothing is really going to make you feel better untill you talk to him, Just remember all your friends love you and and your so great spoff like seriously your'll alot stronger than i could have ever been if wayne had actually stayed in the army....DUDE IF YOU NEED ANYTHING JUST FREAKIN CALL ME~phone calls from you are always fun, man.....you rock my world