Well, since last night alot has leveled out. Hormones being the first thing to chill I think. Thanks for replying to the previous post Matthole. You know I love you too. Its not that I need someone, its that I feel like I need someone in particular at a certain time. I am just overly needy in that way. There are times when certain people just can't ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of just being pissed. I was doing really well for a while. I am genuinly happy for once. Alot of that is because I am rebuilding a great friendship with a wonderful person. A person that no one else seems to see some good in. Family, other friends, everyone talks down to this person. The opposite sex is constantly screwing their ( Read more... )

Since there are actually some people that give a shit about me out there. I really should post more often. Life is decent. Things are moving on fairly well since D's Mom's passing a couple of weeks ago. My mom just had a hysterectomy last week. But she's at home and doing fine. I keep procrastinating as usual on all the stuff i need to get done. I ( Read more... )

My Sister in Law had this in her journal... wierd how right this this is about me ... and how her's was about her...

Your True Birth Month Is April


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You Are Scary


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You Are the Very Gay Winnie the Pooh!


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MEREDITH

M

is for

Mysterious

E

is for

Emotional

R

is for

Relaxed

E

is for

Enlightened

D

is for

Delicious

I

is for

Insane

T

is for

Tempting

H

is for

Hardworking


What Does Your Name Mean?

There's really alot of wierd stuff going on right now. My mom moved back up to be with my dad. She seems happy on the phone but I know she misses Anna like hell. It keeps setting in more and more for me that she's not here as the days go by, its really only been since wed. night that she left. Anna hasn't asked for her yet. I don't know how I will ( Read more... )

Isn't it wierd how you can just be sitting there, stewing in your own bad mood but have no idea what is really wrong. No idea until that one song comes on that just seems to explain it all ( Read more... )

Okay, so yeah... we're staying now. I'm sick of not really being able to make a decision. I know that my mom is going to be miserable. The fact that she cried for two days and is now up in NC visiting my dad for the weekend kinda clued me in to that one. Oh yeah, that and the fact that she has labeled her feelings as "empty nest syndrome". What is ( Read more... )