Oh yeah, Ocean is trying to crawl. He scoots up onto his knees and jumps back and forth until he moves either forward or backwards, but it's mostly backwards. He's gotten quite a few jumps forward, but they're almost always followed by several jumps backwards. NO! I'm not ready for him to start crawling. Wasn't he just born?

I have been thinking. I am very upset that while I was in labor and my contractions had stopped, Harmony, my mom, Jason, everyone basically, was in the living room talking. They were discussing transferring to the hospital, what would happen there, etc. I walked in and they kinda hushed, then my mom said something and they started talking about it ( Read more... )

Life has been soooo slow today. What gives? Ocean has been I don't know the word, well behaved? He is just hanging out with Daddy, and I am enjoying this. I got to take a shower this morning, all by myself. When was the last time I got to shower by myself? I don't even know. It was so lovely, I even SHAVED. Wow! Now you know I had too much time on ( Read more... )

I think Jason isn't in love with me anymore. I look in his eyes, and I just don't see it, I don't feel it. I feel like he just bides his days in this house, waiting for death, or Joy, whichever comes first ( Read more... )

I've been pumping from both breats for the last 15-20 minutes and I only have an ounce. I have to leave to get Jason, will be gone almost 2 hours. Sad. I remember being able to pump 4 ounces like it was nothing. I think he's sleeping. My mom and him have been in his room since I started pumping. I give up ( Read more... )

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So I've been searching fsot on tbw, and I found 2 peacock oopas that were sold for 75 and 85 dollars! Here's to hoping that I can find a deal in a few weeks. 85 dollars!! Fucking insane!!!!!!!!! Jason can't say no!! PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET IT ( Read more... )

ObSESSED!! Fer truez!! Ignoring Jason's recent, I can't have any more slings or wraps or anything, I decided to keep looking. This ring sling I'm scoping now, it's 150 on sale. It's to die for!!! Brown silk and peacock!! Omg, I love it too much, why can't I be a millionaire?? Or at least have a job so I can be as frivolous as I want with my ( Read more... )

Last night before my midnight escape, Jason and I had been eating chocolate in bed. He was putting some in my mouth as I was holding the baby, and I thought a little piece dropped. I searched for it the best I could and never found it. A little while later, I was thinking about it. Okay, sometimes while Ocean is asleep, he searches for the boob and ( Read more... )

I snuck out of bed and have to sneak back before Ocean wakes up, in tunr waking up Jason. Even though Jason has been off all weekend, Ocean has been really fussy and who better to cure his every ailment than mommy?? BUt it's all good. Ocean has a tooth coming in. I don't know how long it takes to actually come through, but you can see it through ( Read more... )