last night was supposed to be jessi and andy night ( Read more... )

something is happening. i'm starting to think that living together wasn't a good idea. it makes me super dependent and extremely whiney. now that we're living together i actually see him less...and 90% of the time i see him, he's asleep. i miss that feeling in the beginning where everything is happy and sunshine and cute ( Read more... )

still twin bed. yep. twin bed. STILL. good thing theres no one else i'd rather be smashed up against or else i just might opt for the floor. andrew makes this smokey apartment feel like home ( Read more... )

HOW MANY MORE DAYS WILL IT BE 2 TO THE TWIN BED. jesus christ every morning i ask if he will just PLEASE bring his bed over...but noooooOOooOOOoOoOoOOOOooooOOoOoOOoOoOoOOoOo. jeeeeeeeeesus.

is andy ever goign to move his fucking bed over here or are we going to have to cram into my twin every night ( Read more... )

gaaahhh i hate when girly time comes around... i just wish i would get cranky like a normal person instead of SAD like i do. last night it was happy happy happy happy sad sad sad SAD i wanna be alone no i want andrew near me no i wanna go home no i'm FINE NOW! its like i go through a whole day's worth of emotions within a matter of a few hours ( Read more... )

7 parts coke
4 parts caffiene
3 parts MDMA

anne found a plethora of condoms in my room and all she said was "you stepped on my hair straightener and now it's broken."

it was sweet.

ugh i hate the feeling of utter dependency.

i am so happy with this boy...and i am absolutely terrifyed of it.

sooo bank approved me for a 8000 dollar loan...so i get a new car next week. 2003 saturn ion which is sweet...gets 32 mpg which is going to be SO nice compared to the 10 i get now. only thing is its manual and i have no idea how to fucking drive that...i am NOT coordinated. don't get me wrong the jeep and i have had some great great times...but ( Read more... )