Hello Livejournal.  It's been a long time since we've had a chat.  I haven't got anything terribly interesting to divulge to you, however I do feel some subtle guilt for having neglected you for so long.    I am currently living and breathing, and also do many other things which are typical of animate people.  Let's be friends again like the sweet ( Read more... )

So Sam, Clay, and I moved into our new place Friday.  It was a loooong exhausting day.  The apartment is much nicer than I expected; super roomy, with fresh paint and new carpet.  And I got the master.  :}  I have to say though, it's a bit lonely during the day when Sam and Clay are at work.  But, at the same time it's nice to have the peace and ( Read more... )

 I hate being sick.  It's 2 in the morning and altough my body feels exhausted, I'm too uncomfortable and hot to sleep.  I feel miserable.

 I should be out hangin with people right now.  It's summer and that's what you do.  Part of me wants to go out and do something, and yet part of me just doesn't want to do a damn thing.  Buhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

 Looking at old photographs makes me cry.  It's a mixture of the genuine, carefree happiness that was captured, and the frightening reality that the beautiful moment that you are staring at is over and  gone.  Lately I find myself desparately wanting to cry at really inappropriate times.  Of course I still think about Rufus everyday.  And, I think ( Read more... )

 Woke up.  Went to class.  Took a nap.  The semester is over.  I'm not looking forward to this summer.  My body hurts.  All this stress has twisted my stomache into knots.  Writing in this journal makes me feel a little better.  I keep praying to be strong so that I can find a way to help the people who are hurting even more than I am.  I keep ( Read more... )

 Crying is exhausting.  I feel like I need a nap or something.

Today was the last day of my Art History class.  After tomorrow I'll be done with drawing II and 3-d design.  I have a painting that I need to finish for my last day of painting class on Friday.  I have so little motivation to do it though.

I'm so worried about everyone.

A lot of people are hurting at this moment.  I feel like it's stupid to write about this right now.  But it hurts.  And seeing the pain on other people's faces is so hard.

God.
I could have never seen this coming.  You are too cruel.

 I find it hilarious and a smidge embarrassing that my Wii lists playing Zelda: Twilight Princess for 4 hours today as an accomplishment.  But whatever.  After a long hiatus I've finally beaten the forest temple and am on my way to the danger and peril of Death Mountain and the hostile Goron tribe.  Can't wait ( Read more... )

I feel like an absolute blob today.  I've been sitting around for the past three or four hours doing basically nothing.  I need to finish my stupid wood project for 3-dimensional design.  Ugh.  I need to go buy a new pad of drawing paper for class.  Uggh.  I need to go birthday shopping for my mom.  Ugggh.  These things need to be done by tomorrow ( Read more... )