I've been ok for quite a while, but this past week, especially today, has got me stressing. I'm more stressed out about band stuff than i am for graduating. I still don't understand that! I wrote a song for my band and i've received nothing but positive and encouraging feedback from people so far. I have good musicians in my so-called "band" that i ( Read more... )

It's been a long day, but one of the first things that happened was i got to perform for Chapel! My group, presently named Beauty From Ashes, covered "Lies" by Evanescence off her Origin album. It went really well, and this was the first time EVER i performed a Chapel other than Talents For Christ. I liked it! I'll have the video up on several ( Read more... )

Hello all. Since i have time, i'll update y'all in my fashion, about what i've been up to since -- however far back is exciting enough to type about. Uh, yay ( Read more... )

I once told a friend that even if i decided to let go of all i had with Love, i would still hope that Love would return ( Read more... )

I can't believe i can spill my heart out, choose to swallow being physically and emotionally upset, give a few examples of what is wrong AND still someone doesn't believe me ( Read more... )

So i check emails and message often. I checked here to see if anyone is reading this, but its hard to tell over the net -- anyway, that's why i'm online BUT i did want to say that i love Pastor Mark Van Valin and the Spring Arbor Free Methodist Church. This has got to be my favorite church to attend! I took notes on Sundays sermon and, well why don ( Read more... )

Oh God, my heart is restless. I am reminded of the Scriptures saying the Son of Man has no place to rest His head [Matthew 8:20] -- but what does that mean for me? Sometimes when i think of something but have no trace of where that thought comes from -- usually in times of decision making and other important moments -- i receive a peace knowing ( Read more... )

Extremely quick update: I've got some interesting things going on in my life. I'll have to expound upon them later ( Read more... )

I don't remember the words that were used, but i was assured by Jessie that i can speak openly like this. Maybe i'll give it a try ( Read more... )

So...i'm kinda tired. Have been for numerous minutes now, but that's ok. My roommate just got back and i talked to him about church this morning, and once i'm done with this post i'm going to bed. Here's the deal: i feel a little more complete now. Church at the SAFMC was ordinary (and by that i do not mean mundane, but the typical-what-to-expect- ( Read more... )