Well, its time for the beginning of holding things in...again. I feel like i really want hugged, and i'll try my best to hug back but it may hurt inside. I also bite my thumb at facebook. I'm moderately ok, as long as i sit here by myself. The moment i look someone else in the eyes i would have to look away. I'd like to go eat and maybe that would ( Read more... )

Someone stated something in an entry that was not completely true, and besides the ambiguity i feel like i should say that "I'm waiting." I guess i know what you meant, but i don't want you to discredit that i'm someone. I am waiting; and continue to do so until He says otherwise. I love you, regardless ( Read more... )

I just watched August Rush last night before going to bed, and i absolutely loved it! This is one movie that actually makes me wish i was an official movie critic whose review actually matters. For those of you who don't know or have forgotten, i am a film and drama major at SAU -- i actually STUDY this stuff :-) It'd be nice if my friends came up ( Read more... )

Just in case you choose not to read this, do at least one thing right now: pray for me. Then continue to pray for me until you see a change. I know its a lot of work, but guys i'm struggling. I'm more than willing to pray for any of you. I believe in prayer, don't you? Talk to me guys. Let me know you're praying. Let me know how i can pray for you ( Read more... )

Today is a very special day. I will never forget it. I will never forget the details, how things looked and felt from my point of view on this day. Well, actually it was at night on December 10th, but "at night" means 2 in the morning, lol. Three years ago. Three years seems to play a role in my life when it comes to other people. I just want to be ( Read more... )

Jessie, its obvious you need help. Something isn't right when you don't have someone telling you the truth of where you are, why you feel the way you do, and what comes next. I don't feel like i'm the only one who sees the truth i'm seeing right now, but how do i know if you have that other person in constant contact about this truth? I feel i can ( Read more... )

Now what God? Tell me where my heart is. I can say "this is where my heart is..." but i want to be sure...to have assurance from You. I've made mistakes, and i guess i've lost confidence. Its hard to understand passion. Patton says something along the lines of: a passion that is not exercised simply fades...it dies ( Read more... )

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Love is powerful. If i can be so moved by human love, how much greater is the love from our Heavenly Father who assures us we can pour our hearts full of love into Him! Also, if i can be moved by Him, when i am moved by human love...doesn't that mean something great?! How often does that happen? I am blessed! I am moved by love to and from our ( Read more... )

God, what do i do? I thought i'd be ok, yet certain responses make me feel things i'm not sure i can control. I talked to someone about feelings, and it seems that they think similarly to me...sometimes, we can't control our feelings. But, our outside actions play a role on what goes on in the inside. God, do i press forward in everything i've ( Read more... )