I talked to my dad last night.  We sat out on the lawn in the evening; I was about to do a test ride up to my place of employment-my steering is off, somehow-but he distracted me until just a few minutes after I had planned to leave.  I can’t blame him.  He is extremely doubtful of my future, since the events of the past few months.   Anyway, dad ( Read more... )

Do you do DrukQs?

This is truly.  Like I don’t know how to use words.  Holding my breath, forgetting what I was about to say.  Richard D. James.  You are gorgeous.


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Tonight Sara and I stood on her front porch and watched a storm approaching.  Purple heat lightning leaped and creaked up in breaks and bends.  Torrents of wind turned up the leaves and threw warm air in our faces, and a raindrop fell rogue every now and then onto our skin.  With the violence of the cracks came our heightened awe; at times the ( Read more... )

It is so hot out, so hot out, like, the sun was much closer and big in the sky.  We sit here rooted, we see the shade and the water hose right over there.  Our tendrils could twist the spigot round, but we have to wait for the fat one to come with the bucket…  BODY DYZMORPHIZM NOOOOOO they say you can’t have it if there really is something wrong ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I’m falling…  Fall back again… fall back again.  I can’t decide what my favorite Dave song is.  It’s between Seek Up and JTR.  Each one inspires the strongest of positive Magicks within me.  Each one makes my spirit fly.  I have realized, each one is me at my most authentic.  Sometimes I am not like it.  Sometimes I need ( Read more... )

I think I am going to go to bed soon.  I am so excited for tomorrow.  We all know it never works: declaring that in just a few hours, we are going to get our lives together.  But come on, let’s give it a shot anyway.  Some amazing shit went down in the beginning of this week, and that merits some CHANGE, baby.

On Monday my Uncle Jim took my ( Read more... )

Is it over already?  Were they really there, a couple hundred feet away from where I stood?  The main inspirers, part of the reason I have made it on to this day?  Was I really so disillusioned was the fan base that I let it ruin the communion I might have felt with the thousands of them?  Did they play one smooth concert, and one bipolar concert?  ( Read more... )

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of the 2nd annual Caterpillar Day (May 24th) on which i find some caterpillars and i dance with them.  (see the entry This Afternoon from May 24th of 2007.)  Just as before, there are some dead caterpillars to be found and this day is in their memory.

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