i visited a sunny, windswept beach city, three hours and three years away from this gloomy, spidery spot.  as i was still in good standing with the gods i could stroll as i pleased and pass with increasing confidence; the water from the bay shimmered towards me, the wind blessed me with kisses, and the path was sturdy under my feet.  it was then ( Read more... )

ok, so i found a list of the people who are going to be in my isp class.  i sent friend requests to the ones on facebook.  but now i am really scared.  what if they're mean?  i don't know if this means anything, but the class is mostly girls.  i'm really afraid of looking stupid, but more afraid of seeming out of touch and arrogant.  how do i ( Read more... )

well, milestones are piling up as i approach some theshold, and on the other side i must present a smiling face and try not to be too weird, because people don't know me.  insanity can be charming in small bits, but i can't control mine.  just like all those crazy kids i will never see again; we just had to roll with it, and that's what it will be ( Read more... )

ok, so, college.  in like, a month.  i can't even worry about stupid things like what i look like, making friends, or what clubs and organizations i am going to join.  i have to hit the books!  first of all, i have no idea how i am going to like, do math or physics or chemistry at all.  my whole life i've been stupid and just pretended to be smart ( Read more... )

the thing about satellite eyes about probably everything is that so much thinking is involved.  i've been thinking nonstop and doing almost no writing but i feel much more like i know what i am doing.  i secretly sorta wish i could go to something like governor's school and just immerse myself in it but work is a MOTHERFUCKER because i can never ( Read more... )

8. SCARLETT ALEJANDRA SALVO GUTIERREZ owns-possesses no property of any value whatsoever.
4. Said child was born to an unknown identity male and SANDRA MAEBA GUTIERREZ SALAS a --year old female who is unmarried.  Said natural parent is of unknown religious faith.
9. No provision of any any act regulating the importation of dependent, delinquent or ( Read more... )

medium:
random acrylics scattered around my room
black ballpoint pen
Crayola colored pencils
puffy fabric paint
red rhinestones



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i am rewriting Satellite Eyes.

weeeee!

the rain fell between

a mountain's and a sad face

down the ridge of each

may he rest in peace

Thank god, I am delightfully busy with numerous projects and hopefully shouldn’t slump so far this beginning of summer, even when I am more deserving of slump than I’ve ever been before, besides, I’m a free man. This is the first generally recognizable, honorable milestone I have achieved in my life. Has it hit me yet? Hell, no. But really. I ( Read more... )