After 8 long years, I guess I finally decided I can't really make it hear, not in the way I want. I plan on saving up what little I can and moving back to Ohio within the next year, unless things change drastically. If it wasn't for wanting to be around Maryoom, I would just sell my car and go now, though it is way too cold for that ( Read more... )

I put my X5 up for sale on 4sale and q8car. I initially had the price at 1300, but dropped it down to 1150. Tomorrow night I'll drop the price down to 1000 and hope it sells, or else i'll drop it to 850. I need 850 minimum. I may also consider trying to sell the PC on reddit for 100kd ( Read more... )

I finally started getting something done towards my going to china. it may be too late for the first offer, but i was able to get a few offers rather easily should this offer fall through. i had to order a copy of my degree which is free, and get it sent to a company to authenticate it. luckily wasn't super expensive. i also need to order a copy of ( Read more... )

Noodles for food....30 packs
Laptop
HDD with movies etc
*maybe* ps4
pot for ramen and boiling eggs
tea (red label)
cigs
deodorant, soap, shampoo
razor for shaving + cartridges (enough for 2 months?)

Amoon thought my birthday was 3/27! I'm surprised she remembered the day at all! She got me some flowers and a card that I only noticed later. Sadly I didn't remember her bday, but I did manage to come through with something good for her bday regardless :)

I hope we remain friends forever.

Damn, I haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

I dreamt about John Plough. I had a dream I was in the US, running. This might be cuz I started running for the first time in a long time yesterday. I dreamt I was my current age, and running/stalking the HS runners. They were at their high school ages. They may have been current kids, if that makes sense, but anyway I don't think they recognized ( Read more... )

I don't even know the last time I posted. I'm sitting here and it's 4 am. I'm so thankful that as bad as my life seems to be, it's totally not bad at all relatively. So what if I'm not making any real progress towards even the most basic of financial independence, at my age? I'm just glad that my family is all right, my health is good (hasn't been ( Read more... )

well, the last entry i was in a real optimistic and hopeful mood. now though, i'm back at square 1 ( Read more... )

It's a wonderful time to be alive, I think. Sure, I don't have a job, but, I do have 2 kids I'm tutoring. That gets me by, for the time being ( Read more... )