I'm at my dad's where there's no airconditioning. it's hot and nice music is playing. I can see boston, the lights shimmering. The bugs coat corners and lights. I don't know how they get in, but they do. They're not bothering me. Flashbacks from photos and clutter on my dad's desk. I havn't checked my cellphone in a couple times, I wonder who's ( Read more... )

have you ever tasted reality ( Read more... )

it's something about wanting to get married in cowboy boots
with a christine curl in my hair
i always want to rewrite the ending
to fall in love with the perfect scare

maybe i'm too lost in myself
maybe i've almost jumped too many times
maybe i'm too worried for the future
but i hope i just need more patience

so my internet has gone totally wonky. this is why i leave in the middle of aim conversations and can't get anything done online. please forgive me and call if you wish to talk to me.

happy fourth!

america really is beautiful. despite everything. for the first time in a while i'm really feeling the love for the american flag.

hey, still alive. I'm coming home on saturday. It's been so much fun and I really don't want to leave. It seems way too short. Life feels too slow and without purpose at home. I feel the edges of darkness waiting to pounce and I'm not sure what it will take to stop it. Something I suppose. Here everything is so importaint and fast, I'm something ( Read more... )

my body's kinda achey. things are really good here. it's fun being so close to all this stuff that's happening. i'm listening to old sheryl crow. the weather's sticky. this is such a picture of summer. i'm having a hard time stopping and reflecting because things are a little busy. i had a moment the other day. it's amazing what a cocky boy can do ( Read more... )

okay, a couple notes ( Read more... )

sitting around on a sunday afternoon. it doesn't feel like summer, because i'm working 9-5 every day. D.C. is a wonderful place though. We went to Georgetown the other day to go see Batman (very entertaining, christian bale woo woo!) and it's just a gorgeous place. There is seriously not very much romantic potential with anyone here, but it's okay ( Read more... )

okay, for my entertainment

what is the most memorable sexual experience you've had with me? conversations, demonstrations, photoshoots, which one was your favorite? What do you want to happen next? I must say, in a very intriguing way that i've got plans for some of you. bwahahaaaaaaa.