hey everyone! I'm in D.C.! It's a lot of fun here. There's too much to really talk about over livejournal. I'm actually not in much of a writing mood. Just letting everyone know that I miss them and I love them. Gimmie a call and I might get back to you. I'm really really really busy though. Like zero time. But it's still really fun.

the turning point. i'm not sure i can pinpoint the moment. i know i've turned. somewhere between laying on that hospital bed feeling like i was going to die and discovering someone who understood me, i changed. i grew up. i left so much behind me. i took on too much. it wasn't a desision i made, and if i had the choice at the time i wouldn't have ( Read more... )

padd was great! i'm really glad it went well. robin came! she brought me flowers, which are absolutly lovely. it was the sweetest thing ever. thanks ( Read more... )

wow somebody told me today they actually look forward to reading my livejournal and it made me really happy. i've washed my hands like four times tonight and they keep managing to get dirty. first, this morning, i got menstral blood on them after a battle with a tampon. so i spent like 15 minutes trying to clense my hands and almost missed the bus ( Read more... )

I fear that I'm ordinary, just like everyone ( Read more... )

The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall ( Read more... )

wanted to let everyone know that i'm alive, and fairing better than i was. friday i went to the doctor and she told me i had a sinus infection. they gave me mega antibiotics, and i also got a menegitis shot because my mom is paranoid about me getting it when i'm living in a dorm. so friday my mom gave me the antibiotics and they basicly made me ( Read more... )

i do not know where the hours go. i really really don't. i want to slow time down. slooooooowwwwwwww. let me heal, let me rest, let me work, then it can go back to normal. i have nothing else to write. i am vapid and boring and angsty.

oh man, i've got so much work to do. and not enough brain to do it with. i'd be suprised if i make it through tonight sans breakdown. my head is just so confused. i'm so tired. i feel like shit. lord help me.

hokay. so ( Read more... )