Nothing to do and nothing to say, but i'll update this damn journal anyway. Har har.... lol sorry i am a bit stoned and bored and stuff. I really can't wait to get off and i am hoping for a certain phonecall that i probably shouldn't be hoping for and don't want to expect. Mike and I had a conversation about that earlier today. You tell yourself ( Read more... )

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Okay, i normally don't like giving to the red cross, but they had a thingy today where if you donate blood, you get to fill out a card and send a stuffed bunny to battered/abused children. That was sooo awesome!!! it almost made me cry! it makes me feel so good to occassionally be reminded that there are people that care in this world. there were ( Read more... )

I don't like morning. Especially not at this job (insurance place) cause even if i COULD download aim (which i can't cause the boss is due back any second) there would be no one on this fucking early! And i would like a day or so off. I am so very tired. I have been at the mall from open to close every day for the past 5 days and i have had one day ( Read more... )

I think i am getting sick... not that i can afford to get sick. At all. I can't miss any hours. That would mean with 100% certainty that i would no longer have a place to live. Kinda sucks. I have no backup. Guess i should get a third job, huh lol. And as far as matters of the heart... i am just giving up... i keep getting contradictory points of ( Read more... )

I actually had something really good happen! I'm kinda freaked out by it. Okay let me rephrase that: i finally had something that i wanted to happen happen!!! Even better... okay i got promoted from sales associate to keyholder at Hot Topic!!! Hooray

Yep i stole that from a Reliant K song and i am pretty sure that i misquoted it (not sure have only heard the song a few times), but i can really feel that alot. I need life to be a little more gentle. Alot more gentle would be nice, too. I need some time to reflect on everything and regain control of my life and my mind. I have enough money to get ( Read more... )

I just have to put this in here... I realized today that i am a fucking secretary. And that even when i get my license then i will still be a fucking secretary. God help me... like i have recently found out, if you have ever EVER incorporated the word "never" into a sentence, then what ever the never was about is going to come true. Does that ( Read more... )

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