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No, nothing good good. LOL. remember this is me we are talking about. But i am finishing up my last day at this miserable job... and it's good!!! I would much prefer the guy of my boy professing his undying love to me, but there really isn't a snowball's chance in hell of that happening (to borrow a phrase from my mommy). LOL i just love my momma's ( Read more... )

Time is moving at a very unusual rate lately. I don't really understand it, nor do i want to. Physically, time is passing horrendously fast. Emotionally and mentally it is kind of at a standstill. Like, so okay, I was feeling kind of ashamed for only working at this little insurance kiosk for such a short period of time, when i realized that i have ( Read more... )

Okay, i am trapped directly under a skylight...and i am burning. Seriously... it is shining directly on me and nothing else... Ouch! I really despise summertime. I don't hate it, but it makes me sick and uncomfortable. Maybe if i didn't live in... ALABAMA, i wouldn't have this stupid problem. (yes i know it gets hot in other places, but other ( Read more... )

Okay, I was beginning to feel bad about wanting so badly to quit this job. I was even beginning to think that i had misjudged this guy... then i realized, i never misjudge people unless it is to their favor. I always let people run over me and it takes ALOT to make me mad. ALOT... lol i mean, i give people not only the benefit of the doubt, but i ( Read more... )

Okay, i realized something as a possibility to a problem i have been having. I have had a constant bitter taste in the back of my throat. Okay it started off not so constant. It's been going on for about a month or so off and on, but as of late, it won't go away. I thought it was because of some emotional stress i have been having. But the more i ( Read more... )

I don't know if i will be leaving this job as quickly as i was hoping to. I mean, i am pretty sure he doesn't want to fire me, which is good cause i really don't want to sue anybody, but if i had to i would, and i think i have more than enough shit to take him down with. LOL. I just hate having to be responsible about this, cause i rarely ever get ( Read more... )

I hate summer. And i hate days where everyone is in a bad mood. I can't breathe out of my nose... it isn't stopped up, it is running. So much that the inside hurts. Now for an emotional update: I try my best to do everything that i can... it is never...ever good enough to make anyone happy. And then, people get mad at me. Like my boss here, for one ( Read more... )

So bored, i'm back again... i find that funny. Still just sitting here wishing that i could cease to exist. So that i never had, of course. I have been thinking about it alot lately. And i have come to the conclusion that if i had never existed; never even been thought of, nothing would be set off balance by my absence. Yet i sit here taking up ( Read more... )

Ouch.I am wondering how the hell i am going to make it through this unbearably long day at the mall... especially since i am out of weed... It's gonna be a long day... i think i will... um.... oooh i know!!! chain smoke until i get that weird buzz you get off cigarettes, you know like the first time you ever smoke? Yeah...sorry. Well at least i don ( Read more... )