The question now is, will he show? We'll see and if he does, can I NOT act like a total girl? I'm wicked lame.

I stay up until 4 talking to him online. I think about him at work. I wait for him online just to talk for a couple minutes. I wonder when I'm going to see him again. He's handsome, smart and cultured. He's shaped beautifully and he's got the most radiant eyes I've ever seen. I'm a fucking 15 year old girl all over again. I'm smitten. FUCKING ( Read more... )

It's been a while. Kyle and I are over now and I'm living in the apartment we picked out together. I wish i could say I missed him more, but the truth is that it was time. Our paths are going to different ways and we just couldn't fight it anymore. It was for the best. I think I'm going to take some time to just heal up and get my head back in the ( Read more... )

everythings back to normal. Kyle and I are back together. We booked our flights today to go to Oklahoma. He's going to meet my parents.

single.

Today I turned 19. It was pretty sweet.

Can I go back to school yet?

one day I'll move away and my mother will realize how hard working and helpful I really was. Maybe she'll realize how much I went out of my way for her. Until the day comes, she'll continue to think that I don't realize "how good I have it" and how much I don't appreciate "everything shes done for me." I wish she knew, I really do. For years I've ( Read more... )

cold showers together
warm blankets
camping chairs
Tiger Woods 2004
kisses while I'm sleeping
Bucky's Burritos

A wonderful, understanding and handsome boyfriend ( Read more... )