Change brings growth and it brings loss.

[spooky_cat_23]

It is hard to find yourself once you are no longer the thing you have been for the last 18 years of your life. I have a goal and the determination to achieve that goal, but at the present moment, I feel very lost. I am in a stage of extreme self examination and thoughts of "what am I going to do?" "what do I need to do?" "Is this the right thing

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[spooky_cat_23]

Thank you for your words - they are thoughtful words, and that lets me see you really read my words. I do feel insane sometimes because I question so many fucking things, but I guess I'd rather be questioning then following with my eyes and mind shut. Ignorance can be bliss, but that bliss I do not want.
I agree, the challenges and the pain are what make us stronger and also what make life's pleasures even better. I think it is true to say that the things you have to work hard for are the things that mean the most.

You are a good person and someone whom I am grateful to know :)

[cloudmx]

Foof.

You already told me some of your fears the other night. I guess there's nothing to do but to tread onward.

[spooky_cat_23]

This is true...that is all there is ever to do.
I appreciate your soul-- thanks for caring and being a friend.