Did some editing of my friends list today, and chances are that if you're skipping over this then you didn't make the cut, not that it matters to you...

have fun in your perfect little lives

This journal is now friends only...

I’ve got a girl problem,
I’ve got a drug problem
And I don’t want to solve them
They sit right where I want ‘em
They kill my memory
They wrote this melody
And if I take enough,
I won’t miss you so much

-Her Space Holiday

I just did something stupid...

Going into work today, that god dammed Paul McCartney "Wonderful Christmas Time" song was playing on the mall PA. I hate that song, and it does nothing but put me in a sour mood ( Read more... )

depressed as all fuck today, but a couple of margaritas set that right ( Read more... )

Seriously...what the fuck is wrong with me. I can't get her out of my head...every thought today has been about her. I can't get one moment inside my head to myself and it driving me insane. Just one moment of self hatred after another is all I'm worth today ( Read more... )

Had my first day at "real" work today. I am falling back into the swing of things pretty easily. The job is still full of grumpy patrons and silly but cool co-workers. The only crappy part was during my 30-minute break where I didn't know what to do with myself. I sat and began to think and my mind wandered to subjects best left un-thought ( Read more... )

I miss sleep. The last 4 days I have gone to bed very late and have woken up at 9:30am for no reason. Last night I went to bed early because I haven't been getting more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night, and I have woken up even fucking earlier. This is seriously beginning to make me very angry ( Read more... )

Yes, it has taken awhile, but my computer is finally back online. It's nice to be at my own keyboard to update. It was worth running 50 feet of phone cable ( Read more... )

I've been moving and other stuff...my computer isn't here and I miss it. Tomorrow...I will move my comp and what is left at my parent's house ( Read more... )

I found an old postcard today...shouldn't have read the back. :(