So I'm sitting here... on a bench... in Marty's sweater.... staring out at the ocean. It's strange, really. I don't know what to think of myself. All I know is that I'm cold and I can hear planes landing at the airport to my right. I'm listening to ATB wondering if this is it. More than anything, I'm coming to terms with the fact that I miss it. I ( Read more... )

so here i am. drunk on a sunday night. by myself. classy ( Read more... )

the waters are moving moderately in the river that separates sanity from insanity. i would know... i'm flowing right through it. not sure which side i'll end up on. i'm ready to just accept the fact that i'm crazy and move on ( Read more... )

And I've returned...

It's been quite sometime now and i feel that now is as good a time as any to rekindle my dying/dead relationship with my beloved livejournal. Special thanks to 
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what is it that makes us want things that are bad for us? sometimes i have to think about that being the logical thinking person that i am. i know what i need, i knwo what i wanat. and things that i so seem to be very contradictory to that. and yet, for some reason i still strive for it. and why? human nature? masochism? i wish i knew. i'd do ( Read more... )

jai guru dai vom

It's funny the way you always come back.

back to the things you trust. back to the things you know. back to the things that have always come through for you. I don't plan on regularly updating this thing with as much diligence as i've shown in the past. But here is a fail-proof vessel of release, hope, and companionship that has seen all and ( Read more... )

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

More Emotional

You have:
70% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and
77% EMOTIONAL INTUITION

The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored well above average on emotional intuition and above average on scientific intuition.Your emotional intuition is stronger than your scientific intuition.


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i want to say i left my heart in san francisco.... because i kinda did.

PCHlast minute preparations were in full effect on tuesday morning, as i feverishly ran about the house getting everything together for my departure to the gay mecca of the world. katie arrived at my house and when i was loading my luggage into her car i had that feeling as ( Read more... )