To day is one of those days though its been building up for some time now. It happens come evening, i feel sick, my tummy hurts, or my heads killing me, or I'm really tired, or I'm this that and everything else. I feel too much. But today its left over from last night.. I can feel it in my head when I wake up ( Read more... )

Today this asain guy talked to me about internships and planning for work and the future ( Read more... )

Katch-s-up   

Every time I try and concentrate it seems everything else bogs me down. When I think, I think too much I'm juts thinking the wrong things at the wrong time.

What are memories anyway?
oto stinklips is a type of fish, you should see it's fins.

My head's been killing me ( Read more... )

lost in the soft place between the sheets
and caught up in the lines

breathing softly
to the point i even have to question
whether or not I'm breathing

I'm delighted to be smothered
to be swallowed up
to be submerged
dunked into fresh cool cold moving water

I feel like I have room to grow
even if it's only for tomorrow

drenched in sweat keeps me on my toes.

I'm in a weird limbo this morning. As I have been for a while. I seem to gravitate to people for certain qualities in them. And love these things about them.

I also hate many.

and then I am stuck in this limbo.
limbo up or limbo down?? I just want to drink and sleep and do nothing.

I need caffeine.

 Do you Drink Coke?? This is the web site http://www. countercurrents. org/gl-mesbahi130105. htm

I just took out a few main points.. I'd like to add that the last few chunks are the most interesting,a nd even if you lame fucks dont feel like reading it all at least look at the marked parts ***

Coca Cola was invented in the United States in 1886 as a ( Read more... )

some times the bad bands that you kind of liked, pop out with a song you never heard from them, and you realize they ain't so bad.

Some times you walk in the silence and realize what you have been missing all along, all that was drowned out by the music you normally bath in as you walk here to there, there to here.

And when you dream in the day time ( Read more... )

and the world seems to get smaller as you explore it's vastness. And my skin feels tighter and dryer and chapped the longer I sit in the bath. And my moth burns like I've been drinking hot sauce. my elbows are like glass, and my eyes itch ( Read more... )