I often talk to myself, you know some things just make more sense when you say them out loud. I guess this is kinda like what this livejournal is to me. A conversation with myself. because nobody reads it. It's just me entering pointless entries but these somewhat pointless entries are helping me make sense of my fucked up life. i still think to ( Read more... )

After rearranging my entire closet, getting rid of clothes that i haven't worn for over a year, hanging a new poster on my ceiling, and starting a couple loads of laundry i still can't manage to get even a couple hours sleep. the thought of sleep wouldn't even enter my mind. So i got on the computer at 4am and attempted to make an entry and my ( Read more... )

Yeah so we (the twins, sara and myself) went on the long journey to san rafael aka yuppyville...Actually the town isn't so bad just a little too perfect at times. So we're in the car and there's some traffic which would have bothered me a lot more had we not been driving alongside a bus full of teenagers. After mouthing words to them they held up a ( Read more... )

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I had an absolutely wonderful day today. I am very simply satisfied when it comes to hanging out. I'm quite content to stay and chill in one place. Sometimes i like to go places or just for drives but what i like best is to chill in a comfortable environment with or without company. Today i got paid which is quite nice i bought two pairs of shoes ( ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here staring at this screen, my fingers are moving swiftly over the keys and i stop mid..................sentence to feel my hands. Strange thing to do i guess but i just wanted to see if they were doing their funny computer thing. Whenever i'm on the computer typing, my left hand stays really warm and my right hand (which also happens ( Read more... )

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Yes that's right he spanks her so so hard. In case you're wondering what i'm talking about it's The Secretary a movie i had yet to watch until tonight. If you haven't seen it go rent it, hell buy it if you have the money, i didn't so i had to settle on renting. But you better believe when next pay check comes that's going on my list. I could go on ( Read more... )

I could a familiar sound coming from my cell phone it was the ring, his ring. I hesitantly answer the phone. He says i think i love you and i want to cry. Earlier i had written something to him and he called to tell me i was right i was right about everything and he didn't even know some of it himself...it's so much easier to point out what's going ( Read more... )

So the banshee was in rare form this evening throwing four letter words my way if i looked at her crooked. I finish my delicious dinner and decide to make some chocolate chip cookies. Knowing that my mom and the banshee both like them i think hey i'll bring in a plate to them...well maybe that wasn't such a great idea. When i took the cookies out ( Read more... )