my 16th b-day is tomarrow and i have no idea whats going on tomarrow lol its a surprise....SHHHHHHH LOL!!! ok well i havent updated in a whilke but now im done i will do it again later !!! buh bye!!!

-spooner!!!!

omg i watched bang bang ur dead today when i got home....for the first time i didnt cry but my mom did soooooo much she  was like balling her eyes out and then i cired cuz i saw her crying lol.

i just wanted to say to all the people in that.....u guys are amazing and u always touch my heart sooo much when i see u guys on the dvd or live....i ( Read more... )

wow this week was pretty kewl i hung out with nick whenever i could ( Read more... )

lol yay i got a dress for prom ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do?

why is that everyone that i care or cared about either hates me or dosnt like me anymore .....this always happens to me and i always here it from somone else and not the person wich kinda makes it even worse im kinda depressed right now becuz i read my journal and i read rachels journal and i really dont like the way people treat me anymore if ( Read more... )

i just read rachels journal and found out that nates dad passed away wensday afternoon and i feel so helpless but i want to go to the funeral cuz nates like my brother and i want to be there for him and his sister and mother they are alll sooo nice and they didnt deserve this.ok well im gonna go before i start crying bye...:(

blow up in my fucking face why dont u i was just trying to help a friend but what happens........... i loose a friend ya well corey thank u sooo much for getting me into this i love u so fucking much for that ( Read more... )

I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR A WHOLE DAY AND I SAID SORRY ONCE IT WAS PRETTY KEWL THAT I DIDNT TALK AT ALL ECCEPT FOR THAT.woooooppppppps caps was on lol o well ( Read more... )

i just dont get how some poeple can be sooo stupid. well accually i can.im wicked pissed off at people right now ......die......well not all of u!!! lol ( Read more... )