I had so much fucking fun yesterday, I'd have to say thats up there with one of my favorite days, what do you have to say? haha.

I'm so staying home today and fucking around with the computer, my car and myself. I'm so tired.

Idk what to say, this livejournal shit is getting so boring again.

( boost of self esteem? )

Lmao my grandpa is such a dick. I hate him sometimes, he always tries ( Read more... )

I got my tongue pierced on Sunday, definately took it out today. It hurt so much, the place that took it out said he did it way wrong and it could have been rubbing against my vein. How did I let stupid old dick with shakey old man disease pierce my tongue? wtf. Theres a big whole in it now :[

( Yesterday, Yeah. )

I hate how I just tried to put pics of me up on here and it didn't work. You suck. Oh well..I'm going out today to get my tongue pierced with Steph but I doubt it will happen. If it does I'll have pics and shit..maybe ( Read more... )

( pics )

Tonight is prom. I'm really excited. I can't wait to dance with Heather and Steve, they both have my heart forever <3. I'm going to update soon with pictures. I'm going to go get ready and take some, I have a feeling I'll look horrible because I'm doing everything by myself, make-up and everything..ahh..why can't I be skilled like most girls? Plus ( Read more... )

I'm going with Heather today to go get my tux fitted. I'm scared.  I'm probably going to look so stupid. Oh well shit happens, I bet I'll be the only dyke with a tux on there. Stupid Ridgewood homophobs, I hope I get in a fight, or be a pimp and dance with all the bitches lol. I doubt it. I'm really excited though.

Me and Amber had a long talk ( Read more... )

Today was nice.

I'm staying home once again and listening to 80's music. I might go by ( Read more... )

I'm staying home today,secluding myself. I feel weird and like a bad person and I know I have changed and I changed into something I hate. I need to sit back and think of who I really am and who I want to be, how could I let one person do this to me? I'm better than that.

I'm a fake.

( cauterize )