jordan got into a huge car accident.
it was a rollover.
flipped twice.
i've never felt so scared in my entire life.
i collapsed when i found out.
spent the day with him today.
he is the strongest person i know.
he could be dead.
but he might be going to school tommorrow.

<3

hate so many things about my life.

more life changing events in the past two weeks than in my entire life.

i'm going to italy for three weeks this summer.
and jordan is coming with me.

:]:]:]:]

so winter break was good.
it had it's horrible parts, but ended with a whole day of just being around the person i care about most<3 ( Read more... )

jordan and ricky are spending the night
they are playing video games

ps:]i love my boyfriend:]
we spent thanksgiving together. we split it- morning with his family evening with mine, and then the following morning we went shopping (Black Friday). i got really cute jeans

his mom called me selfish, needy, and told me i broke apart their family.

actually, i think sitting on my doorstep and refusing to leave because her son wont spend as much time wih her as she wants is needy.

but thats just me.

i feel so alone:[

i don't think i've ever been as confused or cried as much as i have today in my whole life.

to top all things off,
we didn't go to the brand new show.
we've had our tickets since july.
no body belongs at that show more than i do.

&& i haven't eaten all day. :[:[

he promises that i'm never going to hurt as much as i have in the past couple months ( Read more... )

my report card:
3 A's & 1 B+

:[
at least the C is in an AP class:[:[

jordan got grounded. no halloween horror nights.:[

and by the way-
i got a ticket two days after getting my license. but my dad got it cleared for me since it was complete bullshit. the cops in weston are pathetic.