everything pressed me this afternoon.... all hit..... reality, smack in the face ( Read more... )

bah this weekened.. went nothing like I wanted it to ( Read more... )

even though my mind is like still stuck on thoughts of yesterday.... I'm at sams house and we just got some really random phrases and thoughts going on we thought we should share with you........sooo ( Read more... )

I'm leaving here tonight.

if I closed my eyes now laying here on the ice cold ground
would I wake to see tomorrow
how many pills to kill me
how many screams for you to take me away
why didn't that car hit me

why cant it all just end now because I don't want to keep trying

I remember when I used to update a lot... but I don't very much............ I'm like sooooooo busy ( Read more... )

welll quick update ( Read more... )

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO EVERYBODY!!! GUESS WHAT I AM ALIVE AND I UPDATED... DAYS AGO.... IT WAS HAPPY.... AND NO ONE CARED TO COMMENT TO JUST BE LIKE .... hey... no! WHY? BECAUSE YOU ALL SUCK AT LIFE ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!! Yes I realize the new year was like 2 days ago but it kinda wasn't for me! Well this is a new year and after all that has happened to me this past weekened tonight was just all made better! After everything I dealt with and just EVERYTHING..... Its all ok because God is with me. and I know that.... I've always ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

Thats it, Fuck it, I give up the world fucking wins ( Read more... )