so its a new day and a new morning.... Alex seems kinda out of it.... first he was angry this morning and now he is just.... blah... and I kinda feel helpless because its like theres nothing I can do to help. I was kinda quiet and staring out this morning.... last night falling asleep seemed distant.... I don't know what to do... I guess I want to ( Read more... )

Life is wonderful ( Read more... )

OK PEOPLE!!!! STEPHEN ADDIE CECE AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE A CLEANING THEN RELAXING PARTY AT MY NEIGHBORS

I DON'T HAVE A WHOLE LOT LEFT TO DO SO WHEN WE FINISH WE WILL HOPEFULLY BE SOON I CAN ORDER US SOME PIZZA THEN CHILL IN THE HOT TUB!!!!!!!

STARTS AT 6:00ISH.... I'LL CALL EVERYONE...

ANY MORE VOLUNTEERS?

FUCK.

mmm feeling a tad bit sick.... might have caught the flu from stephen....

FEEL BETTER $TEPHEN!

-3m

you lost, you lied........ whatever

its just to hard to live.

I haven't updated in awhile... been quite busy.... a lot had happened.... as of right now... I just can't describe how I feel..... I'm in a state of question... I'm kinda... down.... not really but yet I am.. but yet I'm so just content and happpy.... its weird.... so much runs through my mind... school, theatre, friends, my best friend.... ( Read more... )

GARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ok my mom needs to stay the fuck out of her business!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry, but this is my life and my choices and my school... not her... my life is mine.. not hers... so I am gonna choose the things I want to do... so she can fuck herself and but the hell out of my life! I understand that she is my "mom" and ( Read more... )

well.. I don't know feel like explaining right now but this is a clue.... ::screams at top of lungs into the night air::

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............. I couldn't bare the thought of leaving my friends here behind... but I can't stand the thought of living here one more day.... life isn't supposed to be like this... each day, some point a cryin... running away.. alone.... goodness gracious... look at me... look at my life.. listen... what did I do deserve all tihs shit... worse part ( Read more... )