So I don't think my life could get anymore twisted. Everyone knows my mom is severly messed up, right? Well, I find out today that andy is taking a loan out and saving the house, and he's moving in. No problem there, but I also find out that she is THREE MONTHS PREGNANT!!! What the fuck???? I've been an only child for 17 years, how is one ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of fucking up, so tired of hurting, so over crying. You would think I would have learned something after all I've been through but I am so blind. I am so sorry. I am such a fuck up, and the worse part is, I did it to myself.

I'll admit it, this week hasn't been going to great. Laure was in the hospital tuesday from a car accident. I was so worried for the 7 hours I was driving around looking for her in every hospital I could think of. Bri, (girl has a crush on laure and the same one that stole my phone a few weeks back) wouldn't tell me where she was at. And ( Read more... )

This entry is deticated to SAMI LOU LOU. love you soooo soo sooo much. Yes yes, we will have to get an apartment together after we graduate before I move to south carolina. The plan was for me to move as soon as I got my hands on the dipolma, but what fun would that be. There's a whole summer, plus theres that pesky money issue. I was thinking ( Read more... )

Sorry that I disappeared on you guys for a long ass time. I haven't ever had the urg to update... thankfully not too much has happened in my life so this entry might not take as long as I thought it would... *sigh* Here we go ( Read more... )

Oh yea I forgot to update, we're going to state, woot? Yes that is a question mark, I don't know about guard anymore, it's fun and all but this season has drug on forever... my ankle has been slightly bothering me at practice but I dare not say anything to anyone. I'm an upperclassman and a captain, should I show them my weakness, show them that I ( Read more... )

So i find myself sitting here, alone tonight... just like everynight but today during colorguard, during the last run I twist my ankle... again... the same one. I'm really worried that it will be bothering me on Saturday, and I'm terrified I wont' get to do Prelims. This week has sucked so much. I'm so effing lonely!!! ugh. And watching chick ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking lonely this is killing me. The guard girls make me so fucking mad with their little boyfriends, saying "oh I don't get to see him until tomorrow," at least they fucking have someone. This is driving me insane, right now I just want to hang out with someone, I NEED ATTENTION. ugh, do you know how long its been since i've gotten to ( Read more... )

I would update about this weekend, but, I don't remember it. lol, I sprained my ankle saturday, (2nd degree sprain) and they gave me some darvasets, I've been drowsy and tripping all weekend, I guess they prescribed me more than I can handle. Oh well, I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of drugs. Love ya'll.

Today went okay, haven't needed/wanted a ciggarette all day. I dont' know why people make such a big deal out of quiting. Happy V day everyone, sadly my valentine is all the way in flippin texas. yes brandon here on more basic training, only four more months until our long awaited meeting. I'm so excited and scared at the same time, but I can't ( Read more... )