or maybe just distroy someones life. i have a 400 dollar phone bill because of fucking shi lindsay. after that fucking bitch said she was going to pay for it. i had a fucking atterny call becasue of it. now im out four hundred dollars i dont have. yeah, i'm distroying something.

it's funny that you believe the lies about me but ignore the truths about her.

Hanson is so freaking cool. I was just on their site for the first time in forever playing around with the merchindise which is really the only logical thing to do when you feel like shit. But they had these awsome charactature playing cards and they made me so happy. I just decided it was one of the coolest things ever. This comeing from the girl ( Read more... )

So I'm not going to. Let me just say that I'm pissed, and feel very hurt and betrayed. So I'm tired of people and helping them and trusting them even though thats my true nature, but I'm done. From now on I'm living completely for myself and my goals and will let very few people in. It's time to start living for myself and what I want instead of ( Read more... )

I have 4 Archaeology classes this semester. Two that are arranged and one that likes to meet on saturday so we can go play with GPR and magnotomiters. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! Meanwhile, my beautiful boy has gotten his new place and it will be set up by the end of the week. there will be a yard sale saturday duing the day and then a housewarming ( Read more... )

ah... I have my computer fixed and free internet to tamper with. Note to self, if your computer comes with windows vista don't try to use anything else on it. It wont work. In other news I'm living in a dorm now. the newest and largest and prettiest dorm on MSU's campus which is clark. I have a very large private dorm that is beautiful and ( Read more... )

so why did i not do my research on colleges when i graduated. i'm going to western kentucky U. thats what i've decided. their archeaology and anthropology program there is ORGASMIC. okay...for me it is anyways.maybe it's that they actually have one. but still...sexy sexy stuff. so my plan is to move in january. yes, when it's cold and snowy. but to ( Read more... )

"i miss my old friends, I miss my old space, I miss my old mind, fuck this time and place."- ani d.

thats how i feel. thats really the only way i feel right now. i'm tired. and i'm numb. and i just really dont care anymore about anything.(except you. yeah you, you know who you are. oh, and everyone who hasnt done anything to me. their okay too.)

my boyfriend is going to kill me. so for the last day and a half i have been trying despartally to figure out what has been wrong with my computer. guess what. i reformated my computer because of a keyboard malfunction...yeah....i'm an IDIOT! now i dont have word or powerpoint...sigh

so school is wrapping up, and it's time yet again to start another chapter in this life. and this time i have a resolution: i'm done doing the mom thing. i'm done taking care of everyone else, i'm taking care of me and mine and letting everyone else grow up and deal with their own shit. if the bills dont get paid i'm gonna shut them off before i ( Read more... )