I got sick of the whole cow thing.

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I couldn't help myself. I would have said something to him no matter what state I was in. I still don't understand why she had to invite him, but whatever. I had a bit too much to drink and coulda stopped, but I didn't. I'm sorry that he thinks I'm ugly and that I'll never get a guy. I'm sorry he can't be a decent person to either me or her. I'm ( Read more... )

I need to stop reminscing on the past; on things that I can't change by thinking about all the time.

I need to get on with my life and help my future be bright at it can be. Or at least bright enough to make me happy, which would be away from here.

"Don’t you hate that? Like bads guys, you’re like I just want to get over you, I just want you out of my life. And as soon as you stop thinking about them, they’ll send you a text message or they’ll call you ‘cause they know you just stopped thinking about them. It’s like a radar."

I'm curious to know why thing always fall apart. I want to know why things can't just stay happy so everybody isn't wondering, "What the hell happened?" It's not that I'm thinking it a lot, I'm just sick of people that talk for some amount of weeks or days or whatever and then dont. I dont know; Im obviously not worth their time. It's okay, I

I'm more excited for the day after Friday than anything.
It's good; Life is good.

One week.

Gee, I wonder if my Dad will stop being embarrassed to call me and call me JUST for my birthday. Oh, this should be interesting.

I'm good with reading people. I know when people don't want to talk to me, but do anyway.

I'm content with losing. cause I've lost so many times.
What did I seriously do this time? I thought I was doing okay.
Whatever, is all I can say, I suppose.

This isn't about a guy this time. Things are good right now with that subject and for some reason I see it continuing in that direction. He's a chill guy and I can only hope for and do the best that I can do. This post is about falling away from friends. I've fallen from too many ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about him more and more now. It's little things that remind me of him and wish I hadn't given up or something along those lines. I'm not sure why I miss him because I can't remember a time even in the past 3 years that I enjoyed having him around. I got so fed up with knowing that I was living a lie for so long that I had to give up. ( Read more... )