So... I have been thinking a lot lately. I have decided to change my major. I want to become a nurse. Cal State Fullerton does not have a nursing program. They will next year but are only allowing 40 people in. Since I just decided that this is what I want to do with my life, I am bottom on the list (no clue how many are on the list. This means ( Read more... )

so i am going to start this back up again. but no one has live journals anymore. so if you have one add me! <3

been awhile... thought i would update and get a much needed venting session out. lots been going on. good news: it is tim and i's 11month today! yay us! but other than that everything is really shitty, like really shitty. many wont understand this... becuase its about gymnastics but here it goes anyway. i was so close to being thought about to ( Read more... )

THE SANDS OF CHRISTMAS ( Read more... )

well... this is just a bunch of random thoughts that i have been having. im sure that they won't come out the way i intended becuase things seem to work so much better in my head. when i actually write things down.... i read it and its not exactly how i want it. but i feel like i need to vent. so here i go anyways. so, im thinking of quiting the ( Read more... )

wow its been a while! i am so busy it's literally making me insane! i like it alot better here. my freshman teamates are pretty much the best! my twin kara, my oggie, BB, killer, and kimmi! college really is a crazy place! so much to do! and then with practice and me being sore all the time! but we always manage to find a little time to play (hehe ( Read more... )

well i finally made the move up to fullerton. its kinda lonely here. just me and my brother. and he has two jobs so he works. tim comes up when he can and stays the night which is loads of fun. i come down every now and then to visit the family. we start school a week from today. kinda exciting. im not too nervous about the first day of school... ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while. been super busy! working lots! lots of practice! lots of seeing tim! um.. 5 days untill i move to fullerton, so im trying to spend all my time with tim. i love him. i just got back from some stupid frehsman orientation at fullerton... the lamest thing i have ever ever been too... ahaha and i totally didn't get a parking ( Read more... )

hm... not feeling so hot right now... on so many levels. im pretty much in limbo... there is so much to be happy about and so much to wanna shoot myself about. i guess a better example of this would be that as much stuff that is going right... is also going wrong. my parents are being little retards about me going away to college. they flip out ( Read more... )

so here are some updates... graduation came and went. weird how it's all over now. I already miss seeing all my friends faces every day. i know that it will never be like that again. i went into town yesterday to get lunch with zach (not with a k haha) at fire house. while i was in town i saw alot of people i hadn't seen in what feels like forever ( Read more... )