back to my normal
and it feels so darn good!
thank you for my good feelings
and for showing me appreciation by giving me bad ones too..

xoxo your 500 pound pumpkin

when i die i'm going to be a mermaid, i promise ( Read more... )

40 minutes round for 10. mmm have things changed? i used to sit somewhere else with you, on top. i was the drop everything for girl, now i'm the only one dropping. and my sprits are dropping right along with my faith. and my trust. and things don't seem as genuine.. i understand struggle, but that's one thing that hasn't faded through all of this. ( Read more... )

who blows with the wind changing direction on command let's leave that for the trees. we can float with the current and stay confidently above, my topless tan beauty. come again with that worry you've got nothing but yourself.. lay low on that conforming and you'll be my old again ( Read more... )

i soaked them in your blood
as i sat perched on your heart
while it was beating for someone else

<3

this morning i dropped my cell phone in the tub, my day has gone downhill since. oh and it's fucking cold outside, AUGUST 6th is supposed to be on fire, instead i'm wearing jeans and walking around with goose bumps. myyyy room is disgusting and i'm in trouble for it but i'm comfy in it, so it's not going to change. i'm not allowed to drive my car ( Read more... )

"Beauty queen of only eighteen ( Read more... )

"i have no confidence ( Read more... )

i am living dead. i am broken, emotionless, and without motivation. but i can see the promise in your eyes and i can sense the warmth in your heart, i can feel the strength in your touch and i will still be strong for you. you aren't letting go and i'll never give up. i wish i could blow a bubble and enclose in it the next 489 days of my life.. a ( Read more... )

"she thinks she missed the plane to Mars, she's out back counting stars ( Read more... )