I traced back to past relationships in high school, and I can't help but think of one I had in the 10th grade and look back with huge regreat for messing it up.
Oh well who cares not like it would of ever worked. I don't know why it bothers me. Silly me I gues

Wow it is working. It is great and he is awesome. Can't believe how great it is ( Read more... )

I sit here and wonder why things happen the way they do. Sometimes things occur that you would never expect. How do u prepare for such things? Why does life seem so surreal at times? At times it feels as though you are living a soap opera. But I've come to the conclusion that sometimes the outcome of these events have to do with choices made. When ( Read more... )

I want to smoke a phatty. I want to feel that beautiful southern california breeze against my face. I want to walk on Venice beach and just look at the eclectic people around me. I want to be able to hang out with the people that just made me laugh so hard. I want to feel the cold sand between my toes on a nice california night with brian. Having ( Read more... )

So here I am wondering like he is. What will the outcome be? We don't know for sure, but have an idea. He is prepared to take it as it comes. I sit here and wonder what I would do? I also look at him and see how strong he truely is. I also wonder how many people would still be my friends if it happen to me. Would they be quick to judge? I feel ( Read more... )

Why are there so many thoughts in my head ( Read more... )

I've been up since0600 in the morning it is now 0300 friday morning. What the fuck. I have to be at formation at 10. THis four day turned out bad.
I hate being in 2ID. How can people loose shit and not know where it is at. I want to be a civilian to much fucken bull shit. NEVER JOIN THE ARMY

What did Randy Johnson do?
Yankees what the fuck!
I love NY but what the hell.

I can't fucken sleep. I hope the Patriots make it to the super bowl ( Read more... )

Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time ( Read more... )