new journal

T O N I G H TWhy am I watching the Disney channel at 4 in the AM? Now Madeline is on, I remember reading these books when I was younger. I should be asleep, very bad, bad sleeping habits. I have a new found love for tortilla soup, every spoonful leaves you craving for more & more. Dustin had came home earlier, we watched Dickie Roberts with ( Read more... )

Blah; I need sleep ( Read more... )

I've decided; I'm crazy. So, now I get off the phone with my significant other and love him. It makes no sense, seeing how earlier I was just plain pissed and didn't care (and the past week). One minute I want to be with him, the next I would rather not settle down. It isn't very fair, but at the same time - I'm young & confused. My youth and ( Read more... )

I really don't think I can be in a relationship at this moment and it actually work out. Me and Dustin; whom I am currently dating seem to bicker about everything. When we are actually together it is perfect. Laying in each other's arms, as our lips press together my whole world just stops. But our communication is horrible. I think he is too ( Read more... )

It's 15 till 7 and I will be leaving shortly for a Doctor's appointment in Killeen, what in the hell. That is bad insurance when your closest shrink is an hour (and then some) away. This is worse than getting up for actual school. My 8-year old brother is laying in his bed making very odd noises, I think kids are getting more weird by the ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAYTON!
(yes, i'm aware it was the 2nd, i would have said it earlier if i wasn't in jail)

ohjoy (moi loves it) ;  
      tie belts, baby doll shoes, thin stringy scarves, blazers
flower pins, polka dots, pearls, ribbon chokers, mac lip glass, italian sodas
caligraphy pens, colored diamond rings, lacy briefs, fit stretch cable ( Read more... )

Yes, I have a horrible migraine and my body temperature is going up and down. Thanks to the incarcaration that I've had for the past 3hree days. I'm in shock of how cold and heartless a judge could be to an average seventeen year old girl. While in jail I was praying that the 'Tornado Watch' on TV would actually play it's course and trample over ( Read more... )

The world is based upon prescriptions. Society thinks 'Got a problem?' take drugs. There is a name for everything, so many disorders. Is anything not a disorder?
I forgot to take my antidepressants and my mood stabilizers today and just from taking them within the past week and a couple days; it made me feel very odd. I didn't like it, it just ( Read more... )

I hate men, the majority of them have two faces, talk behind your back, say one thing and do another, contradict themselves and lie ( Read more... )