I don't want to let myself procrastinate anymore. Yes I write better papers under pressure, but now that I am up this late, I cannot sleep ( Read more... )

I can't begin to explain how much I feel has changed since I moved down here. I don't feel the need to talk to 98% of the people I surrounded myself with back there. I am growing up. I'm still a kid who doesn't know where her life is going and thats just fine with me. I'm taking a giant leap here soon. I may fall short and have to climb my way back ( Read more... )

i think im drowning ( Read more... )

im so pissed off about everything. and its really pms more than likely but i just want to punch something. my math homework is due tonight at midnight. i submitted it, with 3 questions incorrect because contrary to what my "professor" aka idiot grad student said, the problems are not all from the sections we discussed in class. so im pissed off ( Read more... )

do we assume the worst or hold out with hope for the best ( Read more... )

I move in 3 weeks
only an hour away
but it feels like an eternity
I let myself fall for someone when I swore I wouldn't until I was in lexington
but he's too amazing to pass by
and I hope to God this isn't something stupid

I'm starting to dive deeper into my faith
its making things easier

I just wrote 2 full pages (front&&back) about faith. The only reason I stopped was because I wanted to reread the scripture from church sunday and make sure I understood it. I've never written that much. Especially regarding that. I honestly could've written more. I could dive into everything and write a whole notebook ( Read more... )

I can't put into words how badly I needed last night. I would've liked to talk to chris or timmy and just tell them about it but its ok. I really just needed to be alone but not. I've never just needed to be crushed against a barrier singing my heart out but it was my cure ( Read more... )

Prom was ridiculous. I should've just gone by myself.

Saw richie last night. Awkward.

I always said I couldn't wait to graduate. now I'm not so sure. 18 days until walk out. 26 until we walk ( Read more... )