maybe boyce bound in the fall
majoring in counseling with a minor in youth ministry
yeahh I'm excited
its just feels right
pray for me

writing is no longer my strong point in expressing my feelings
i cant seem to word things right
and i cant even tell you how many entries ive began and deleted
i need to write, and i can feel it
but im such a mental mess that its not working
i just need summer
and clarity
askldgjkldfhjadkl;fh

i dont even know anymore
you make no sense
and im not sure its even worth trying to understand
because honestly,
i dont need to be held back by negativity and uncertainty
ill make it
i swear i will

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and he's 100% unavailable all day why?
idkkk
I can't tell ya cuz I can't get ahold of him

I just want to cryyyyyyyy looking at these two men. Its hard to hold back tears honestly but I am due to us being in public ( Read more... )

i dont even know what i think these days
sometimes im so sure
others im not

lifes insane right now
it needs to calm down
not in the
"less partyin more chillin" way
but the less stress
more money
out of school way

chyeahh

can i not have a night out without something being wrong??
i hope everything is still good tomorrow
she WONT ruin this for me

ps i need a boy frillllll
this whole listening to other couples talk about their amazing relationships 24/7 thing is killin me

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I won't lie
I miss going to church
Not specifically going to St. Bartholomew
But church in general
It made me feel better
I want that again
But I don't know where to go
Or who to go with
And I'd feel out of place
(As stupid as this sounds)
Because I don't have annnnny idea what's acceptable clothing for churches other than my own
Blech