ScarletSptember: what's up?
TrueJester192: nm u
ScarletSptember: nothing really just getting my nightly chat on, well that sounds somewhat preverted, I'm just talking to people
TrueJester192: o so that' s wat they're calling it
TrueJester192: getting ur chat on
ScarletSptember: loling yes that's what they're calling it now
TrueJester192: so u get ( Read more... )

Adam's an alcoholic and he doesn't want to admit it. Even after having to call the police on him, and four police cars with two officers each showing up. After he almost hit Stephanie, he just doesn't want to admit it. I hate alcohol and I'm beginning to hate him for what he is doing to everyone, Aunt Pam, Trish, STEPHANIE, and all the family. It's ( Read more... )

So, so far in Philly, I met the cutest person ever. Her name is Shane, and oh god, amazing loling. Okay that was a quick update for all those who are waiting for a word from me, and I'll talk to you guys later.

I feel as if both of my parents are disappointed in my decision to go, rather then stay. I'm afraid I upset them, but neither of them know how important this is to me, neither of them know how hard I worked to get a spot in this. And I feel like this one chance, that I may never get again, was taken away from me, and when I reached to get it back, ( Read more... )

So today was a difficult day. My grandpa died around sixish, and had a break down probably around seven or eight, I don't know. But I went upstairs and talked to drew, he always makes me smile. Anyways, I figure I'll mark this entry as a memory and paste the converstation me and Drew had about Amazon women in here. Really strange. Coconuts, I'll ( Read more... )

A fight to the death ( Read more... )

Every day I see you online, and it makes me want to jump through my computer and yours just to beat you to a bloody pulp. Just to show you how much you've hurt me ( Read more... )

So, everything I see some how flips a switch in my mind, making me feel so alone. And these things probably weren't even meant to make me feel that way. Bleh, when I get this way I turn to books, and well i've got a pile of them on my bed. And I'm not too sure how they ended up there. I probably got bored and went in search of books that I havne't ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I bother updating this thing anymore. I suppose it's because I know that I can get everything out and no one will know how I'm feeling. Yet I find this to be so negative. It's like I crave the attention. I want poeple to know how I'm feeling. But the only person who ever knows is Drew. I mean he has never been involved in any of my ( Read more... )

So I spent the night at Nathan's again, and had a freaking blast!!! First when they picked me up we dropped Stella off at his house (his dog) and went to Ground Patti. Nathan says the waiter was cute and checked out his butt in the most obvious ways. But it was hilarious. Then we went to Wally World and we were ther for like an hour. Just to get ( Read more... )