it has been an experience but i love every moment of it. my mum is coming to give me some $$$ and i'm going to go get a card since i'm press for time. i didn't have a car nor $$$. thanks mom!! but about my relationship...i love him so much. he really does love me and shows it every time he can. when i start working we are going to make our moves. ( Read more... )

so i just got paid friday and yesterday my mom, sis and i went shopping. having a good time, getting some new job clothes for myself, whoopdie whoo, and then my card gets declined at a store. very embarrassing. i get an email on my blackberry about irregular card activity. i call and they want me to verify the last 3 purchases. one was a dollar and ( Read more... )

i got a letter today and yeah i do not want to read it. a recent ex that is in jail. no i did not meet him in jail but i guess worse off...in rehab. he is a manipulator. those kind of people scare me. i have not answer his call since i found out he lied about why he was incarcerated. about a month and a half. then he sends a letter. i will not read ( Read more... )

try try try try ( Read more... )

throwing away everything except
a bags worth of clothes
pictures
candles
paraphernalia *wink* *wink*
please kill me (book)
camera

RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE CLEANING.

yeah the job thing is going fine. i hate people. and i hate my-space. it's very juvenile. idiots. but i have to because that's the only way i can keep in touch with out of town friends that are actually my friends.

well...i guess i can instant message them on counter strike.

stupid addicting game.

no biggie...got an overview of the job. seems easy but they all do until you get IN. i want to try to twist my hair today from the back (the longest) and maybe just try to push back the front. something new. i'm getting bored of the 'fro.
so yeah back to job stuff, second interview tomorrow and we'll see how that goes.

i need sleep but it won't come...
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp
NOW
NOW
NOW
NOW!!!!!!!!!!
bleh

whew! time is getting away from me. i have to keep living so i have another interview tomorrow. i have got to find a thick barrier between my work life and personal life. because these planes are very different. in the past i have let the personal life take over and i have been left with no money, no respect, no plans = no future. it's nothing new ( Read more... )

So much neglect going around. I use to not be so bad at it but when one thing is going super many others are neglected. Others do it as well and when done enough *poof* no friends, no job, no money...nothing but loneliness and thoughts. It would be great to wait until I have something good to write about but it's becoming a part of me. Maybe that ( Read more... )