weirdest thing, my car is stuck on the other side of town so walking is my new fine transportation. i was hungry after cleaning and packing. off to qt i go since it's the closest place to food i can get. and the 'belt always unbuckled' guy was up there. i feel as if it was planned because i thought i saw his car driving around the building. "oh hey ( Read more... )

i had today off. bank holiday. please spare me the rant. stealings, killings i heard it already. Yes, i don't think there should be a columbus day. i will spare you on my rant. we all have 'em. on other things, i talked to richard. he seems to be getting it straight. i love him for that. separation is the key. literally. i like this because it gets ( Read more... )

looking for an apt is fun but damn SALES men. i am interested not definite. i hate calling an ad. they seem desperate all the time or stereotypic. ei - i called a # that had an efficiency for 309 & the number. already not so good because why would you hold out the specific info, especially good info? he explains that it is not a garage apt it is ( Read more... )

last night...good. grant had his last night in town. so funny that i was *liking* his nuts but he's gay. still okay. he's cool people. love 'em. but uh.. went rock climbing, and to a shitty bar. drinking and darts was the highlight. i enjoyed the climb on a huge tree @ grant's neighborhood. i knew i had IT in me ( Read more... )

got in @ 10:45 from 2nd job. starbucks. they let us newbies out early. i will be working 2 nights or less than 20hrs a week. not too bad. i have SO much to learn. overwhelming! "tall mocha chip frappachino coffee blend at the bar!" geez. there are like 58 & > different kinds w/ different groups. if anyone is going to learn those they have to come ( Read more... )

i just got in from built to spill and i have had a grand night. hangin, chatin, being. i must get zzz's now. i have 5 hrs before i have to get up and attend work. fizz!

i downloaded a lot of enon. love 'em. and hopefully i can buy/order the new year cause i want 'em bad. hair is okay on head but its got to be shorter. i'LL look for some clippers i can bum too. awe. this feels like true cleansing. getting 'myself' back is happening. i have some more stuff to dump @ goodwill or next to the dumpster. same difference ( Read more... )

i could not help but stare at the illuminating sky even though i was doing 65 on the highway. i mean how could i. it's hard to keep my eyes on the road MOST of the time when beams of electric light is flashing in front of me. either way i'm okay. and....I GOT THE JOB @ STARBUCKS!!!

makeover time ....this wkend!! yes.

Shift in plans. Minor yet rewarding. I am still in the red w/ starbucks. Manager will be in tomorrow. I'm antsy about it. Wild Oats is hiring. I have to try. Getting back to the bare essentials is what I miss. If it is true about your destiny than I should be able to jump BACK from this. I have had my fun, and it's not so fun ( Read more... )

i have reunited with two people these last two days. well...really three yet 'physically' two ( Read more... )