our internet is retarded and half broken. its stupid. so i havent been on recently. not that ive even been home long enough to be on usually but still ( Read more... )

i cant even explain how amazing this past month has been. and i cant explain how awful its gonna be now to try and get back to real life, because things like this dont last forever and ive put off alot of things in order to be with him and be happy. i cant even explain how amazing he is, and how much i care about him. in this little bit of time i ( Read more... )

apparently my friend jimmy has been secretly like in love with me for a while now. and apparently hes like the sweetest guy ive ever seen. so apparently i have a boyfriend. it has seriously been one of the best weeks of my life and we havent even been like seriously talking for a week. hes like all of those dorky girly things that you think of when ( Read more... )

ive been so inside of my head lately. its making me a bit more relaxed and a bit calmer and its allowing me to really begin watching what im saying and what im doing. which is good at work. but it kinda sucks in general. i havent been paying attention to real life, well not to the point where i have no idea where the hell i am or whats going on, ( Read more... )

im in a strange mood. im kind of feeling like all these little bad things are adding up to be one huge awful thing and im kind of afraid ( Read more... )

ok so imma try this. it may help ( Read more... )

so its very possible im going to get fired. because andrews an asshole. because hes fucking insecure and a prick bastard. and just cant be wrong. and because i was wearing my lip ring when i wasnt clocked in or in uniform. and because i proved to andrew that it was wrong of him to have yelled at me. so he got pissed and i got tired of arguing with ( Read more... )

im so tired today. my period is exhausting. fuck that noise. im bloated and hurty and tired and im being the biggest cunt alive. oh well. people deserve it. sometimes ( Read more... )

im still fighting with it in my head. its driving me up the wall ( Read more... )

i thought id say a few things ( Read more... )