well today i woke up nervous ... its the big derby game and will be gutted if we (aston villa ) lose again against BLUES "SPUD SPITS ON FLOOR" had another nite of tears and little conversation wiv danny :( really am such a mixed up freak at the minute fred my best buddy is back off his hols he went to the canaries for a week, spoke to him on ( Read more... )

good morning folks ... :) wel thought id start the day positive .. then i got out of beed with a crash . stayed at dans even tho we were supposed to be having a break to sort our (MINE ) feelings . had arough day and wanted to be back at his he is elated . mer FUCK knows , i can get sorted in my head and its becoming a real problem for me , i ( Read more... )

as you can see by the title of my latest entry im in serious thought mood or mode. strange that being content is what we all desire but seems if you are content for too long we get crept up on by complaicancy and if we dont notice we get wacked :( im still slow learning i guess. havent introduced danny to you lot yet not even sure if anyone reads ( Read more... )