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Oct 10, 2005 18:02

Today I was stressed. My stomach hurts. I need to take a trip. I was paranoid that lover was going to dump me because Im an over-emotional-bitchfest of a girlfriend. Not like cry my eyes out over-emotional, I rarely ever cry. I just get my hopes up easily, and im easily let down. After 10 months I still get excited to see him, and sometimes even ( Read more... )

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xprincessprince October 11 2005, 02:08:39 UTC
I would really really love to see your new haircut!

I would really really love to see pics of your lover and you!

I would really really love to see you if you come for a trip down to Southern California.

I am really glad you are back on LJ. Because I don't have a myspace :/ and I've missed you.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! spunkish October 12 2005, 00:58:56 UTC
melissa!! Ive been thinking that I want to go to disney land and california! I;ve missed you too. I just asked Nate stipes about you the other day. My next post will be of pictures you can see my recent progress. and some pathetic pictures of lover and I. But I was very serious about the trip. If you could pick me up and take me to the airport, perfect!

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Re: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xprincessprince October 12 2005, 15:49:17 UTC
I could so totally take and pick you up from the airport :B Just as long as it's the Orange County (John Wayne) airport. Ontario is like..an hour away.

Just tell me when you'd want to be flying so I can check my school schedule. :B MW I am at school from 9:30-4 something. Tuedays from 12-7 Thursday from 12-2 :] and friday to sunday NO SCHOOL WOOOOOOW.

Disneylanding with you would be so much fun.

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Re: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! spunkish October 13 2005, 04:11:12 UTC
Im totally serious about this trip. Ill look for some good times and let you know ASAP! EEE!

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mercilesslove October 11 2005, 08:16:02 UTC
Thank you for coming over today.
I know i was kinda quiet and stuff but it helped not being alone right then.
I havn't cried since this afternoon but, i can feel the tears welling up in the back of my head. lol.
I think i am going to go up to my cabin tomorrow ...you and mel should come up on friday.
I just need to get out of this damn town. It all just hurts too much.
I can't sit here in this house, in my room by myself for 24 hour of the day..with the internet and my cell phone, watching his every move.
He's not over nickhol, or however the fuck you spell her bitch ass name. Go to his page and read his new blog. And then go to her page and see the comments from him.
Its killing me.
I love you and im glad you were here for me today and for always. But i do love you x19999x919992%.

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