I finally moved into my apartment.. or should I say, townhouse bitches! haha Im still excited. I have a new cellphone number 480-5932950. I wanna party. Bye.

I had the best nights sleep lastnight.

I think lover and I are going on a break so I can screw other guys. and when i say that, i mean we're breaking up because hes an asshole and Im a control freak and Im going out of my mind! Im growing tired of his ways, and tired of my own. Anyways, pretty sure im moving out like really soon! LIKE THIS WEEKEND! bye!

I'm unhappy. I cant pinpoint what in my life is making me feel so unsatisfied. I need something new, a change. Maybe a break.

I guess its inevitable that things will get worse before they get better. Adam and I had a fight/bitchfest. I hate fighting, but sometimes you have to, to get people to listen, understand, comprehend. I have a job interview tomorrow with "medic healthcare", They found my resume online. 11 dollars an hour. I doubt Ill get the job, but its nice to ( Read more... )

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Today I was stressed. My stomach hurts. I need to take a trip. I was paranoid that lover was going to dump me because Im an over-emotional-bitchfest of a girlfriend. Not like cry my eyes out over-emotional, I rarely ever cry. I just get my hopes up easily, and im easily let down. After 10 months I still get excited to see him, and sometimes even ( Read more... )

I want to start writing in here again, except I dont know where to start.
I think that was good enough!

If I didnt have Adam I'd probably kill myself.

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