well what a hullabaloo. tracy's in hospital with pancreatitus, i was with her all day yesterday and they didnt say how bad it was but judging from the lack of activity or urgency, its not severe or an emergency. still it would have been nice for them to give us some information about how bad it was and what the treatment options were. i thought the ( Read more... )

OMG i just took an online practice test for my drugs calculations exam and i got them all right! in half the time! yeah! so relieved. obviously i'm still shitting it, 80% pass rate is high, but it looks like we're getting off easy this year cos next year the pass rate is 100%. i will be doing lots o more practice of course but this has given me ( Read more... )

1. i am not moving!
2. i got smokes!

that is all. you will now be returned to your regular viewing. i'll be on the floor

last night i had a dream which was pretty normal, you know just talking to people i hadnt seen for a while. except the whole thing was in french. including my thoughts. tres amusant!

ha ha last updated 20 weeks ago! how bout that. i'm on holiday at the mo, this week and next week. then a study week. during the study week i'm going on holiday with tracy and laura, cos they cant afford to go before the end of the month. this means that i have to use my holiday as study time, which seems simple but i'm having a very hard time with ( Read more... )

how long has it been since i wrote her properly? recently the only time i've made entries is when i've been so pent up i thought i would explode. but now, as i begin my easter holiday i feel quite contented and happy. finished lectures until september n i've got 3 weeks off,only 1 piece of work to get done in that time. i get to see my family! plus ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with me?i feel like i'm loosing my grip. i feel like i'm wasting my life, i'm desperatley trying to progress with my life but it's not working.i'm not getting anywhere, i feel so frustrated. whine whine whine.i dont want to be this person anymore.

yay i have something to update. emma came to stay this weekend, it was cool. we took in all the sights and sounds of boro. we went to the banana leaf and got out of our trees. that, ladies and gentlemen, is the sights and sounds of boro. fab. but it was cool to see emsy again. just finished my night shift n i'm chillin in the usual way. i think ( Read more... )

ujst finished my first night shift on the new ward. was good but now i'm knackered and my L shoulder is killing me. must do something about that (although i know i wont)

and now...... ( all because i am a big fat copycat )

today i will be mostly sitting around getting nervous about tomorrow. i start my first 12 hr shift at my new placement tomorrow. i'm scared, i'll probably be fine once i get there and throw myself into it.what'[s making me even more nervous is that i got my period yesterday which was unbelievable heavy last month, i mean outragously. they're ( Read more... )