and completely have fallen head over heals...but he is fucking moving and I have a feeling that its not going to happen bc for some reason it never happens with me...but honestly I dont think I've liked someone this much in a long time...it hit me like a fucking truck...how fucking crazy is that...how fucking crazy...I'm trying so hard to stop ( Read more... )

brace yourselves ladies and gents, the bitch-rant is coming...but first, how do I private my entire journal? not only the entries from now on but from the past? I'm done sharing my thoughts with people who alter them to use them against me...its getting old

I shouldn't have gone out last night. what a weird night....ughh I hate weird nights, they ruin my mojo...ran into a lot of people though and I love the fact that my favorite bartender at transit knows what I drink, I dont even have to ask!...yes, it has gotten to that point ( Read more... )

mental memo note:

yesterday at the party, my friends made my top 3rd fantasy come true; I was thrown on top of the kitchen island, lathered with cake and three hot chicks licked it off of me....yes, my friends are awesome, and I fucking own!

if your initials are DM stop right here you fucking stalker...jeez talking about being hung up...sad part about it is that u cant even admit it...but enough about it, this is not about you, its my livejournal for me to talk as much shit as I want, and for the record, I dont bathe in drama I just have a powerful magnet for it (not exactly by choice ( Read more... )

bite me...

I'm not going to lie, reading my entries makes me love myself, at first I think I'm crazy but then I realize that everyone goes through phases, they just dont embrace them as passionately as I do...I live them man, i let my emotions rule my core...and to tell you the truth I dont mind it one bit, ppl say it makes me crazy, to each their own...I ( Read more... )

I dont write much on this anymore but I figured i should keep up. Interesting things that have happened lately 1. got into UM grad so I'll be back in school next semester, 2. Lost 6 more lbs which makes it a total of 21lbs lost..and i've been working out everyday...3. became unemployed once again bc Stan is a shitty GM <3...but have been having ( Read more... )

I felt like writing althought i have no clue what about...its been a while since I've dedicated any time to my livejournal...sad bc one of my favorite things to do is to read my old entries and go inside my mind when i was younger...things have changed so much. I have been hanging out with nick a ton lately and everytime we are together we end up ( Read more... )

ugh so its been a year since I graduated from college...and really? wtf? I feel betrayed. All the promises they made us, if we got into a good high school and college and did well and were a well rounded student, then success would be at your feet...LIES!...I did it all, the clubs, the internships, etc etc and I'm a fucking waitress, and I apply to ( Read more... )