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oh, I'm really not getting a kick out of things right now. which is not to say I'm the most distressed/depressed but that the "shape of things" is lacking in luster. sometimes I'm really shocked but never ever in good ways. doesn't everyone want to look out the window and see something marvelous falling from the sky? earnestly marvelous things like ( Read more... ) -
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this is my favorite time of year and I am terrified that I will miss it. I spend all the other seasons thinking about how silent winter is here, how it portends great disaster and how if I am not careful I will miss it. how the plains go overhead some times and make a huge sound in the void of the backyard and the thick snowbound trees leading into ( Read more... ) -
happy baby suckling a little wet cloth
so I'm frankly obsessed with the tiniest details. like a man with a receding red hairline whose name is Bo, or an anemic, jaundiced looking boy who smokes organic cigarettes and only ( Read more... ) -
anticipate my thunderstorm
essentially this is nothing but a shameful self plug for my new blog over at blogger:
Little Ambient Heartit's a blog composed entirely of fiction entries. i welcome all readers, all comments, all anything. feel free to just browse around, check things out. it's exclusively fiction and prose for the moment. I have about 10 entries already. Any con ( Read more... ) -
Aye, Hay
Someone special: your mission today ( Read more... ) -
ankle, eblow, yellow sheet
we are not where we should be nowthat was a nice place at the end of the little road, where Shelly and I stayed for a weekend. the trees very tall and the path narrow, loosely paved with stone and ridged on either side by these deep ditches. the water ran shallow. there was a constant noise (overtone) like the organ played under a hymn resonate now ( Read more... ) -
Bertrum and Eleanor
I think I've become what my health class in high school would refer to as a functioning alcoholic ( Read more... ) -
Oral Fixation
I chew gum. I gnaw on my tongue ring. I smoke cigarettes. I lick my lips. I bite my lips. I usually have a bag of sucking candy next to my computer. I always need to have a drink to sip on.
ORAL FIXATION. I HAVE.
