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Depression setting in
So this has been a pretty shitty summer for me, and it hasn't really changed at all since June. I got laid off from my web development position because the owner thought it would evolve into a position not even my supervisor knew existed there. Been living on unemployment since then and I'm fucking tired of this stupid job search. I don't get it. I ( Read more... ) -
Feb 10 - Marking this Day
Hopefully this will be the last time I have to decide on a quitting date. It's been 3 days since my last cigarette! Even though I feel anxious as hell, and somewhat grumpy, I feel like I can actually do it this time. I don't understand why it's been so hard for me to do this. I mean I guess it's because it's an addiction, and my willpower sucks. ( Read more... ) -
Not sure why...
I've been having these weird dreams lately. People from my past coming back into my life for no apparent reason. I wish dreams had obvious meanings behind them. Oh well. -
A Change for the Better
It makes me laugh out loud when I go back in time and view entries I posted in high school, all the way up to now. I was such a drama king back then and everything seemed to piss me off. It's crazy when you think about it, how life experience can make you change as much as I have now. As far as stress is concerned, I do my best to stay away from it ( Read more... ) -
Yet another Chapter
I don't know why I update this anymore, I'm about 19230% sure that nobody reads it, or even uses LJ anymore. But for my own personal records I guess I'll continue doing so, even if it is every 6 months or whatever ( Read more... ) -
Hurray!
Extended through January! I'll take that thank you very much! -
This thing again?
I totally forgot about this thing. I don't know what made me think about it again. I'm too lazy to even look back to my previous entry to see what I posted about last. Having said that I looked anyway. Things are looking up for me lately I suppose. I now work for New Jersey Monthly Magazine and New Jersey Bride as a full time web developer. I'm not ( Read more... ) -
WOOHOOOOO!!!
Had this job for only a week starting as part time and already he wants me on full time! Things are starting to look up! And now I'm an uncle of a beautiful baby boy Jacob Thomas! -
This sucks...
We would have been having twins. :( -
Letter to Myself
Dear Me ( Read more... )