01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

The Good ( Read more... )

So much good news stifled by longing. My life is finally moving like clockwork but I can't even force a smile. Too bad nihilism isn't an attribute of mine, or I'd be just dandy. I hope he knows that his perpetual presence in my head effects my judgement for the better. I hope he knows that he's the only human being in existance that I've given all ( Read more... )

Just so everyone is aware, the last entry was geared toward a majority of the people I've come across in the last several months. The entry did not apply to certain people- good friends that have stuck by me through thick and thin, and you know who you are. I love you guys. I'm not apologizing for anything I've written, I stand by it all. Everyone ( Read more... )

I am plagued by that ruddy little mental toe sock known as Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and I over-analyze every given situation. Any person that speaks to me more than once has knowledge of this because it is most evident. My ability to seperate myself from any given situation and observe every angle and possibilty gives me exemption from the ( Read more... )

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I plan on adhering to my New Year's Resolution: Document every day by taking pictures. I attempted to do this last year, but... This year needs to be brighter already. Everyone must be down with me sticking my Nikon in their faces.

I used to believe that altruism was the only way to go. Self sacrifice to become the simplist of heroes. I shared that with someone and they told me that the concept was a crock of shit. That altruism will never get you anywhere and that you need to look out for only yourself. I still adhere to my previous beliefs, but the whole point of altruism ( Read more... )

Lonely ( Read more... )

There's something oddly soothing about taking a piss while Manson is wailing in your ear. "The man" managed to prevent a panic attack from rattling my flesh mound today- he's magic, methinks.