So i had this dream last night where my mom called me out on being pregnant. fuck that shit. i'm not by the way, never was nor thought it ( Read more... )

So i dont really know where to start. but i'm going to tell myself " it ol dyou so" i knew what i was getting into i knew how it would end. so fuck em right. oh well. im being ignored, i'm not certain why but i am. i dont even know why im bitching but i am. so i like him so what bite me. i dont know why grr i hate myself sometimes. so im just ( Read more... )

so im feeling all kinds of shit today. first off i dont' feel well. secondly im fucking tired of people asking me if the "rumors" are true. fuck it mind your own god damn business! Seriously i can't go a day without someone asking. My 2nd mom who I haven't seen in a few months asked me today...or rather said "I heard a rumor about you...*i knew ( Read more... )

so im total fuckingly confused at the moment. . .i know what i want but i can't have it but it feels like i already have it. i hate it. i got myself into something that i know i shouldn't have. my brothers are giving him shit up the wazoo and i hear about it. they say its nothing that its just the way they are--which is half way true but still ( Read more... )

friends with extremely great benefits. two hook ups later and thats what i got. im down with that. I know I can work on him...hahaha. wow the water in that commercial as going up instead of down, weird. hmm just thought i should let the world know. im out ( Read more... )

So ive got this little problem. The dream I had the other night, yes the super sexual very graphic one...well it came true! yea let's all rejoice cause well I got laid! :D Yea thats right I know how to work it...so you're sayin what'st he problem ( Read more... )

So things with Ryan are pretty much done. finsished. I mean I guess we can hang out when he comes down but that's about it. nothing more.

Things are going awesomely great, aside from mad drama at work & I probably make more out of it than is necessary but I HATE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK! Mostly because it defames my charachter. ( Read more... )

So today i can be bothered with an update as i meant to update yesterday ( Read more... )

So I donated 10" of my hair to locks of love. It was rough to give up, after a year of growing my hair out I did not want to cut it...but because I had told myself I would do this. I did it. And my new do...



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so im a fucking rockstar! and no one can bring me down! seriously this is the happiest i have been in a long ass time. and thi saint no fake shit either. its me. im finally happy and can tell people to fuck off when they try to bring me down. karli tried to bring me down when she said "val get over high school" sorry dumb bithc i am ove rit, ( Read more... )