I feel as though I've set myself up for failure. I have all these goals and they seem so unnatainable. My first goal was to leave Havasu...yet I don't see that happening in the next few years. I have become unhappy with how everything is going as of late. I've lost near all of my friends, due to my own actions of not wanting to be involved in ( Read more... )

you go to church doesn't mean shit ( Read more... )

So I got the news last night that another kid I went to High School with had died. This is now about 6 kids that have died since 2002. I was not great friends with any of them, but I also did not dislike any of them. It makes me very very sad that these kids have died. A few of them have taken their own lives, which makes it even harder to deal ( Read more... )

Hmm...I'm on fall break and have nothing to do. I think I should have gone on vacation, but I do not know where ( Read more... )

k here we go...it has been some time ( Read more... )

So as of late I've felt completely out of place and out of touch with reality. The one person I actually do stuff with is movin on Friday, which sucks for me. I've neglected all my other friends for some time, I've become that person I always despised. But at the same time I feel myself falling deep into the hole that I was in about 4 years ago ( Read more... )

So it's been one year since I got fucked over, literally and figuratively. And I can't say I'm any happier with the situation a year later. I still despise them and what they did behind my back. Her knowing what was going on and she still got with him. Him throwing everything we had out the window for her and just leaving me like that. It's ( Read more... )

Shoot>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>3 pts.. Yesss ( Read more... )

welp i opened this and didn't know what to write, but before i opened it i knew exactly what I wanted to write...so here we go ( Read more... )

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